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Home is Where The Heart Is

by The Depressionistas

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1.
Drowning in the fear Is my privilege Rising from the ashes The longest fire My life You’re still drowning in In the waters Which lay stagnant and You can’t get out Don’t try While I fight For my life But I can’t stop now The best is yet to come Don’t forget You can’t stop now Home is where the heart is I wanna drift away from the shore Till I can’t see the land anymore So many miles under my feet Home is where the heart is Home is where the heart is I hear the words whisper in my ear Keep moving forward, don’t stop here Day by day I crave the lay of the land Out on the road It’s time​ It's time​ to come home Home is where the heart is I wanna drift away from the shore Till I can’t see the land anymore So many miles under my feet Home is where the heart is I wanna drift away from the shore Till I can’t see the land anymore So many miles under my feet Home is where the heart is Home is where the heart is Home is where the heart is
2.
Friday night we are up all night I don't think she'll be alright She's not what you think she's like Trying to hide the devil from your eyes The next thing you know, it's 8am Everyone here, speaking in whispers Something's not right with all my friends Hiding in shadows, our skin is changing colors See things aren't the way they seem False dreams you once had of me I can't seem to find the light I can't find my way home at night The next thing you know, it's 8am Everyone here, speaking in whispers Something's not right with all my friends Hiding in shadows, our skin is changing colors The next thing you know, it's 8am Everyone here, speaking in whispers Something's not right with all my friends Hiding in shadows, our skin is changing colors
3.
The days are long And the nights are restless So long old friends I can no longer fix this I haven’t had a dream Like this in such a long time Been trying to save the world Between my vodka sodas and lime And I don’t think I can save this world from this darkness (And I) I don’t think I can save you From your wretched gloom and doom (And I) I don’t think we can hide From this emptiness (Because) When I sleep It’s like a dream come true
4.
I'm just new here Just having a drink here But I've been hanging 'round Watching every game in town And whose dealing in What ifs and maybes And a whole lot of been theres and I walked away No one is saving There's a genius at the bar Bearing battle wounds and scars And growing thin A good woman can't save you A good man won't fight When you're sliding off your bar stool And you head out in the night A good woman can't save you A good man won't fight And it's rainy and it's cold Is Portland feeling old to you tonight And it's rainy and it's cold Is Portland feeling old to you tonight And the bar tab tells the tale Make the most of what's not happening Pretending not to fail And this break in time is growing long And your narrative in the storyline Is barely holding on A good woman can't save you A good man won't fight When you're sliding off your bar stool And you head out in the night A good woman can't save you A good man won't fight And it's rainy and it's cold Is Portland feeling old to you tonight And it's rainy and it's cold Is Portland feeling old to you tonight And it's rainy and it's cold Is Portland feeling old to you tonight
5.
The Sun 04:26
I wish I was the sun I’d travel ‘round the world I wish I could become, Something really strong, I wouldn’t need no one I wish I had a son Counting backwards from one He wished he had a gun He’d shoot up the world, but then he shot his own I wish I was the sun, I travel ‘round the world in one day And when I was tired, I’d go home and sleep in my bed I wish I could become, Something really strong And when I got old, I wouldn’t need no one I wish I had a song, I’d teach the world to sing In perfect harmony, growing apple trees He wished he had a gun, he’d shoot up the world But then he got tired and he shot his own I wish I was still fun a smile on my face, bubbly and young I wish I had a gun, I’d shoot myself in the head, and then I’d wake up from the dead I wish I could become, one with the dead, and fill their stories in my head I wish I was the sun, I travel ‘round the world in one day And when I was tired, I’d go home and sleep in my bed I wish I could become, Something really strong And when I got old, I wouldn’t need no one I wish I had a song, I’d teach the world to sing In perfect harmony, growing apple trees He wished he had a gun, he’d shoot up the world But then he got tired and he shot his own
6.
Rebellion 04:32
They say we’re so rebellious We’re gonna break some day I say it’s codependence, Let’s break away You say it’s independence, when are you, gonna break away You say it’s rebellious, It’s codependence, I’m gonna break away You say it’s independence, I’m so dependent, on what you say You say I’m so dependent, I’m codependent on what you say I’ve been thinkin’ ‘bout me and you Maybe we can just chill tonight I’ve been waiting for me and you I’ve been waiting ‘til it feels alright They say it’s a Rebellion, we’re like hellions, we’re here to stay They say it’s a Rebellion, we’re fuckin’ hellions, we’re not going away They say it’s a Rebellion, we’re like hellions, we’re here to stay They say it’s a Rebellion, we’re fuckin’ hellions, we’re not going away I’ve been thinkin’ ‘bout me and you, Can we just chill tonight I’ve been waiting for me and you, I’ve been waiting ‘til it feels alright They say it’s a Rebellion, we’re like hellions, we’re here to stay They say it’s a Rebellion, we’re fuckin’ hellions, we’re not going away They say it’s a Rebellion, we’re like hellions, we’re here to stay They say it’s a Rebellion, we’re fuckin’ hellions, we’re not going away
7.
This Rapture 03:59
I'm tired of your politics and drugs I know everything About being hungover I wish I knew more about something else) I'm tired of your politics and drugs I can't help you now I can't take the blame I can barely keep my shirt on Shit straight Straight face I started this game I started this rapture You see I started this torture And my stomach turns when I say your name Paralyzed I’m frozen in shame I started this game I’m tired of your politics and drugs I can't help you now I can't take the blame I can barely keep my shirt on Shit straight Straight face I started this game Mirrors and projectors I can't even remember all their names Let alone faces and places I got on an airplane And I, I changed my name I changed my hair But the game is still the same I can't help you now I can't take the blame I can barely keep my shirt on I bought a new skirt I started this game I can't help you now I can't take the blame I can barely keep my shirt on Shit straight Straight face I started this game
8.
R.I.P 06:01
RocknRoll, I came here to die To eek the last bit of juice To let it ring free, once and for all To let this dream rest in peace RocknRoll R-I-P I got here late Death all around me Everything had died Story of my life RocknRoll is dead And so am I Here I leave my RocknRoll soul In glitter and gold I no longer hold you can have every last bit every color of my dream R-I-P RocknRoll Rest in Peace where you were once born I don't care what they say Or what you say RocknRoll is dead And so am I Here I leave my RocknRoll soul In glitter and gold I no longer hold you can have every last bit every color of my dream Here I lay my RocknRoll heart in this giant graveyard Where it was once born The writing has been written on the wall The writing has been written on the wall RocknRoll, I came here to die To eek the last bit of juice To let it ring free once and for all To let this dream rest in peace Here I leave my RocknRoll soul In glitter and gold I no longer hold you can have every last bit every color of my dream Here I lay my RocknRoll heart in this giant graveyard where it was once born Full circle and back Back to square one

about

Home Is Where The Heart Is is the debut by The Depressionistas.
The Depressionistas met right before a worldwide pandemic hit.

Like minded and mining their influences from the archives of 80’s, 90’s, Goth, Folk, Post-Punk and Hard Rock, The Depressionistas reside in the juxtapositions in melody and aggression, embracing the contrasts in song. Gallows humor and resolute in vision, The Depressionistas were then born in a pandemic, making art while the world shut down. Covid circles and late nights default when everything’s stopped-and yet, there suddenly was the time. Time necessary to explore without pressure of public eyes or public consumption. Turning a moment of distress and uncertainty into opportunity for focusing on what is relevant, The Depressionistas turned to making music to reflect that. From first meeting through mutual friends online, to collaborating in person, The Depressionistas are comprised of and Moushumi Ghose, Jarrod Kenney and Michelle Muldrow working out songs around backyard fire-pits and winter cold rehearsals in a coffee supply warehouse in Portland, Oregon, and pooling their individual talents, inspirations and bringing in the likes of other brilliant artists, including Teri Untalan on strings.

Journeying to record in the deep south at DialBack Sound Studios in Water Valley, Mississippi and back to Portland to finish up and put the final touches at Singing Sands Studios .

The adventures then continued as a hesitant world continued to open up- shooting videos along the Washington coast, at neglected cemeteries, empty warehouses.

Every aspect of The Depressionistas is about seizing the moment, even in these dark times among us.

The album reflects these themes. Beginning with the title track, "Home is Where the Heart Is", Moushumi Ghose writes about the existential conflict we feel between the desire to wander aimlessly "drift away" but being tied to a physical home. Sung with soul and depth by Michelle Muldrow with Jarrod Kenney's melodic guitar and harmonied bass riffs round out the track. This theme continues throughout and is seen again in "The Sun," sung and written by Ghose about the conflicting desires within us, humans nomadic desires pulling us away from the safety and security of our own beds.

"Watering Hole" is a beautifully and thought-provoking song about relationships and getting lost in the night after having just arrived to a cold & rainy wintery Portland, soulfully sung and written by Muldrow.

In "R.I.P.", Ghose laments that Rock 'n' Roll just isn't the way it used to be, sung by Ghose with Muldrow on harmonies and soaring guitar sounds by Kenney.

in "When Night Falls" Ghose wrote about the imbalances in our connections to each other, the inability to show up and the loneliness we feel in our darkest hours, belted out by Muldrow with weeping guitars and harmonious bass riffs by Kenney, and an anthem outro of gang vocals that really drives it home.

Ghose and Kenney teamed up lyrically about showing up, fighting, staying the course for your cause while also having some 'Netflix and chill' time in "Rebellion" sung by Ghose & Muldrow.

"This Rapture" captures an experience of sorts, a life of disarray and the reckoning, sung by Ghose and Muldrow.

Lastly, on "Sissy's Lovers" Ghose writes a cautionary tale once again about the late night party life, sung by Muldrow, guitars by Kenney.

From rock, to punk, to post-punk and a little Americana thrown in, the Depressionistas hone their influences to create heavy rocking riffs, melodies and surging gang vocals, to bring their message, their passion for music and rock 'n' roll to the stage.

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released October 6, 2023

Produced by Bronson Tew
Recorded at Singing Sands in Portland, Oregon and Dial Back Sounds in Water Valley, Mississippi
Features additional instrumentation by Teri Untalan (strings), and James Hollister (lap steel)
The Depressionistas are Moushumi Ghose, Jarrod Kenney, Michelle Muldrow (Ghose, Kenney, Muldrow)


Lyrics for Home is Where The Heart Is, Sissy's Lovers, RIP, The Sun, This Rapture and When Night Falls by Moushumi Ghose;
Lyrics for Rebellion by Moushumi Ghose and Jarrod Kenney,
Lyrics for Watering Hole by Michelle Muldrow

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The Depressionistas Portland, Oregon

Moody, dark rock n roll meets post-punk, meets alt-country out of Portland, Oregon.
Featuring
Moushumi Ghose, Jarrod Kenney,
& Michelle Muldrow

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